Sunday, December 18, 2011

Before I turn 30::Bucket List

Now we all know that 30 is not the "death" age but it is a good age to have a lot of things accomplished.  So here is a brief list of things that I would like to have done in the next 7 years of my life. I will continue to add on and I will continue to take off.
  1. Go on a Blind date
  2. Go Blond
  3. Wear a little black dress with some awesome heels
  4. Be Skinny
  5. Have a perfect credit score
  6. Be a home owner
  7. Become a runner
  8. learn Italian
  9. Rock my 10 year high school reunion
  10. Take Hayden to the beach and rock a bikini
That's just for starters.

more to come later :)

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Weight loss update

I have been slacking I know.

Today is December 13 current weight is 174.

Starting in August it was 201 and now I am down 27 lbs. I have stopped taking adepex and am now doing it on my own, hence the number has slowed. Either way I will continue to make progress. I need to start walking again. I have majorly slacked. Help motivate me people!!!! Lol

As always if you have any questions please inbox me on my Facebook or comment me here :) together we can do this. Here is to a new us! Not as big but still beautiful!

Someday my prince will come

I am a hopeful romantic. I can't help it. I believe in fairy tales and the who happily ever after thing. I do know that I need a man who isn't afraid to love me. I mean really love me. I want to be treated like a queen. I want to feel beautiful, really beautiful. I don't just want to hear it, I want them to really make me believe I am the prettiest woman they have ever laid eyes on. Don't Misunderstand, I need more than just that. I have learned though, that feeling truly beautiful makes you more confidant in your relationship.

I don't want the guy who wants me to be a lesser version of myself for his sake. I've had that already. The man that is afraid for you to show your beauty inside and out due to his insecurities. In some way I want to be a prize, but also so much more than that.

I won't lie, my next wedding is pretty much planned. All I need is the groom and the wedding party. I have settled for less all my life, I won't do that any more.

I get lonely from time to time, even the strongest have moments of weakness. No matter what I may feel, I wouldn't go back in time for anything. I will say this, people will judge no matter what. People as a whole are the victim. Nothing you have been through can beat what they have been through.

Just imagine, how open people are now days due to things like Facebook an blogger, just imagine the things they dont tell you.

I have been through dangerous situations, but I chose to get out. And someday my prince will come, who knows maybe he is already here. I can guarantee this: I will find out.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Beauty is in the eye...

Lately I have found myself starting to play with photography again. ( don't worry I am not going to become one of those Facebook photographers) it has been fun to play around with the contrast, exposure, and saturation. By no means am I trying to impress anyone with the pictures I have been taking. They are simply of things I like which is pretty much the point. It's very stress relieving. But don't worry, I am a still life photography person, I will leave the people to the professionals :)

Next order of business: how bout them Tigers?! SEC Champions!!!! Now to claim the BCS title by beating Alabama again. It can and will be done!!!

Leaving you with a bit of what I have been working on. It's not spectacular by any means but it sure is fun :)